Am I?
"Dulu futsal, terus gitar, sekarang badminton, besok apa lagi?"
This was a little conversation about a boy who loves his mother a lot asked by his mother which I didn't know where it all began. Oh, maybe it was my father's question before about did I still playing badminton or not, and I said no. I love everything related to sports, and everyone know that. And for something that I have never learned before, is it wrong if I want to play guitar?
Well, maybe, I don't know it is right or not, there are any differences between what my parents treat to me and to my little brother. I'm not a betting man, but this is a sure thing. I just feel like I am the only boy in my family. I always get what I want, no matter what it is as long as it is possible for my family to give me. I didn't know and I don't know or I haven't know, but something I know is my brother is different with me, absolutely. He is handsome, has a good looking in every girls' eyes. And the most important is he never ask anything to our parents. I asked them to buy me a guitar, a motorcycle, or else, but I didn't see my brother there. I am not try to cheer up myself but I am the first-born child and what is on my mind is I must be a good brother for my little brother in everything. I mean for every single thing that my parents do to me has a good meaning. It seems like I must give what my parents give me to my brother, in order they want me to give what they can't give to my brother. I am not talking about used things.
"Dia pengen seperti kamu"
I hate whenever my mother says that things. I know exactly he doesn't want to be like me and exactly he doesn't even say that thing. Let's flashback, I know in academical record, I have a better one than my brother. But, I think, being someone like me? I know that I'm not that good for him to follow. I mean I'm at Universitas Padjadjaran now, and my mother said that my brother want to take what I take. English Literature? I know that he is not in what I'm in. He is in what he is, not in mine. I know he has a different potential talent, so don't follow me, bro. Maybe you think that I'm a good one you've ever known, and you don't have to follow me. Only after you graduated from your senior high school should you take what you are belong to.
Catch your dream
No one will catch you a dream
Because your dream what is what you are going to catch
Before you can't catch your dream
And before your dream catch you
This was a little conversation about a boy who loves his mother a lot asked by his mother which I didn't know where it all began. Oh, maybe it was my father's question before about did I still playing badminton or not, and I said no. I love everything related to sports, and everyone know that. And for something that I have never learned before, is it wrong if I want to play guitar?
Well, maybe, I don't know it is right or not, there are any differences between what my parents treat to me and to my little brother. I'm not a betting man, but this is a sure thing. I just feel like I am the only boy in my family. I always get what I want, no matter what it is as long as it is possible for my family to give me. I didn't know and I don't know or I haven't know, but something I know is my brother is different with me, absolutely. He is handsome, has a good looking in every girls' eyes. And the most important is he never ask anything to our parents. I asked them to buy me a guitar, a motorcycle, or else, but I didn't see my brother there. I am not try to cheer up myself but I am the first-born child and what is on my mind is I must be a good brother for my little brother in everything. I mean for every single thing that my parents do to me has a good meaning. It seems like I must give what my parents give me to my brother, in order they want me to give what they can't give to my brother. I am not talking about used things.
"Dia pengen seperti kamu"
I hate whenever my mother says that things. I know exactly he doesn't want to be like me and exactly he doesn't even say that thing. Let's flashback, I know in academical record, I have a better one than my brother. But, I think, being someone like me? I know that I'm not that good for him to follow. I mean I'm at Universitas Padjadjaran now, and my mother said that my brother want to take what I take. English Literature? I know that he is not in what I'm in. He is in what he is, not in mine. I know he has a different potential talent, so don't follow me, bro. Maybe you think that I'm a good one you've ever known, and you don't have to follow me. Only after you graduated from your senior high school should you take what you are belong to.
Catch your dream
No one will catch you a dream
Because your dream what is what you are going to catch
Before you can't catch your dream
And before your dream catch you
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